I love that feeling that you get when you just realiz how much you really love a person and want to be with them. But i hate the feeling when there is something or someone in your way and preventing you from doing that, But the worst feelin is knowing that you’re hurting someone else and you REALLYREALLY love them. So what else is there to do but sit back and watch???????
I think its funny when someone says they will be there for you forever and always and then disappear. And they are the ones who would sell you out for 5 bucks. You made a commitment and i was fuckin retarted enough to believe every single word that came out your mouth. Even when i needed you the most you left me out in the rain to drown.
To me a commitment is being there NO MATTER WHAT, not just saying I love you and that you care but showing it as well, not judging someone for who they truly are or want to be.
This is why I let no one in and trust no one cause the only person I’ll ever be able to count on and trust in this world is ME
OK there are some things in this world I just can’t fuckin stand. I seriously cant stand LIARS,ACCUSERS,FAKERS,HATERS. All these things urk me in different ways.
So basically its like this, Don’t lie to me and i won’t lie to you, dont’ accuse me of shit without askin questions, don’t be fake wit me cause imma keep 1000 wit you, I do adore all my haters but some just take hatin to a whole other level. yeah so if you know you got any of these problems please don’t come around me with that ish.
Bitch you are so fuckin stupid. You tell me I need to change because you think something is wrong wtih me, but I refuse to listen to your nonsense. Sooo, you go out and pay someone to tell me that some thing is wrong with me and that I need to change. You’ve just officially wasted your time and money on something that is clearly not going to work.
Sometimes I really hate feelings cause sometimes I don’t know what to do with them.
I tell you I care and that I am here for you I don’t you know that I’m serious. When you call, when you text me it always brings a smile to my face. The more we talk the more I think I start to like you. But it doesnt matter cause i cant see you and who knows when I ever will again.
I just want everybody to SHUT THE FUCK UP!! Like seriously quit judging me for being real and what you aspire to be. No fuck this shit i just fuckin hate people. It really sucks when your own family hates who you are and what you’ve done, cause they are the quickest ones to judge you and put you down, when they are the ones who are supposed to love to unconditionally no matter what you have done. They never forget the BAD or the WORST things you ‘ve done but always get amnesia when you have done something good.Right now i’m at my breaking point where I just wanna fall into a black hole and never come out.
I’ve apologized like 2154885825 times and yet you still look at me like a failure. Do you not think I know that I screwed up and that things just aren’t the way they used to be, well I do. It seems like no matter what i do or what I say I will always be the person that fucked up. When you tell me you HATE me it doesn’t surprise me or phase me one bit because I expect it.
Yeah so WTF!! I don’t need you to tell me I’m special or that you love me cause honestly I don’t need you, if anything you need me
Is my past that bad that you can’t forgive it?? What have I done honestly to ruin to ruin your life. I forgive almost everytime and you can’t even do it this once. I’ve apologized a trillion times and yet you still look down on me. So guess what?? Fuck it im done sayin sorry and imma just live my life the way i want.